Thursday, March 22, 2007

Christmas In March

This week, I crossed out some items from my Christmas 2006 Wish List.

On Sunday, I was on yahoo! messenger with my brother Rambi. He asked me if I wanted an iPod Nano. He is stationed at an Air Force Base in California and will be sending his iPod Video to his girlfriend through a balikbayan-cousin, so now he wants me to have his girlfriend’s iPod Nano. He told me he had seen that it was on my Wish List. Well, well, who would have thought? I could never afford anything like that so I am only too happy to receive it. Haha. And to think I was going to settle for a knock off.
On Sunday night, I had late dinner with my favorite cousin who just flew to Manila from L.A. for a 3-week vacation. She brought a heap of gifts for our family as usual, from our relatives in the U.S. I usually get bags and colognes. And this time I got the same deal, two bags and one cologne. I noticed though, that since Ippo came along, I’ve been getting less and he’s (Ippo) been getting more each time we have a balikbayan. Fine by me, as long as my son gets my share. Hehe. Anyway, aside from the iPod, my brother had sent us a new Cybershot digi cam. It’s not really for me. It’s for my family (me, Ippo, mama and Denver). But hey, who else will be using it? It will take nothing but pictures of my son for sure.


The next day, that same cousin gave me the most unattainable thing from my Wish List (unattainable for me at least). She gave me a matching Tiffany silver charm bracelet and necklace. I asked her mom for one last October and she said she’d have one sent over. I never actually believed it would happen. It’s really cool because I haven’t seen a knock off in the country yet. It’s the kind with the 1837 bar pendant, not the usual return to Tiffany heart or oval charm. It came in the original Tiffany & Co. box too and I can return it anytime for a replacement if it breaks because of the lifetime warranty. It cost my cousin almost $300. I could never buy myself anything worth $300. In return she made me drink two shots of Kamikaze. No problemo, I said, as long as she leaves with me her Juicy Couture Charm bracelet. And I know she will.


Thursday, March 15, 2007

New Addict

I am officially addicted to Prison Break. I went to Metrowalk, Tuesday of last week to look for Dreamgirls and The Pursuit of Happyness. I ended up going home with more than those two movies (as usual).

Let me just tell you that I am not into action or suspense, but I definitely enjoyed Prison Break.

Spoiler… I went home with Prison Break Season 1 and 2. Or so I thought. We loaded both DVDs and found out that they were both Season 2. One had 10 episodes and the other had 15. I was just going to watch a few episodes from Season 2 but I was hooked even if I missed an entire first season.

Yesterday, we finally got around to returning one of the Season 2 copies in exchange for Season 1. Once again I gave up hours of sleep because I couldn’t get my eyes off the screen. Last time I was like this was during my obsession with Meteor Garden. That was a long time ago.

There were days I didn’t want to go to work at all just so I could finish all episodes. Between then and now, I’ve seen other series but my fixation is not always this bad. I’ve had really terrible headaches these past few days because of the lack of sleep, and I’ve been doing damage to my bladder by foregoing trips to the bathroom.

I’ve only seen until the fifteenth episode of Season 2. I’ve gone around asking for the complete season but I heard that they haven’t finished airing all twenty-two episodes in the U.S. I don’t think I can wait for pirated DVDs. I’m bugging for Denver to download the last episodes available. I can’t wait to see all of it. I probably wouldn’t have bought it had I known this series is still airing in the States. I hate waiting... but I'm glad I decided to watch it.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Cold Turkey

I’ve been nicotine free for one week. Believe it or not, my main reason for kicking the habit is good skin. Yes, vanity, not fear of cancer, heart disease or anything life and death. I am not yet afraid of dying. I am just afraid of getting old and looking old.

I just finally realized how smoking goes against all of my beauty rituals. Since hitting 27, I developed an interest in sun block, moisturizers, and now, eye cream. I think one of the things that encouraged this interest is my mom. She’s 56 years old. I really don’t know if she looks her age, but she sure looks younger than most of her amigas. And I just bought an expensive eye cream to get rid of the wrinkles, puffiness and dark circles under my eyes. It would be a waste to apply these pricey beauty products on smoke-damaged skin.

Several people, including my managers have dropped by my workstation this week to ask me to go for a yosi break with them. I have turned down each offer because I don’t want to be caught in a tempting situation. Last Monday though, Denver and I had a night out with one of our friends. They were both smoking and enjoying their San Mig Light. I was just there watching them. I’m pretty proud of myself.

I know I will be in other trying situations. I just hope that my motivation will be enough to keep this habit out of my system for good.

Wish me luck!

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Free At Last

After a stressful and disappointing day at work, I found myself washing away all the negativity in the shower.

It was a liberating experience. All of a sudden my mind started speaking out…

My husband cheated on me and he’s a jerk for doing that. I’ve been miserable since it happened, but now I refuse to wallow further in the depression. For the first time, I smiled as I thought of the awful thing that happened to us. He cheated on me, and I am fine. Time to get rid of the dead weight I’ve been uselessly carrying for four months.

An old friend, a magazine article or empowering tips from Dr. Phil. I don’t know which one did it for me. I just feel so free.