Tonight I met up with Det for coffee.God, she gets thinner every time we see each other. She is currently at 123 lbs. She must have weighed 180 lbs. almost two years ago, right Det?
I am just amazed and proud of what she has accomplished (though I’m bothered, that her role model is alleged anorexic, Nicole Ritchie).
I remember how depressed she was when I was still pregnant. Back then, Denver and I were still renting an apartment across her home. I saw how distressed she was about a break up, and I remember telling her how she should toughen up and put all her effort in making herself beautiful. I personally think that vanity is one of the many outlets one can exploit to find a way out of depression.
Before meeting up with Det, I swore to myself that I would keep mum about my depression. I ended up giving her a blow-by-blow account of the shittiest three months of my life.
Although I am fine now, seeing how Det is today, and looking at how she has evolved, gives me confidence. I saw her at her worst, and I see her at her best now. It might take some time, but I know I will be better.
I'll be okay.
Written on Dec-12.
1 comment:
hi bebs! wow, you really think im thin? thanks! but i still need to lose some more pounds.hehe
bebs i never saw you this hurt, and as your friend, i really feel bad. but i know that youre a strong woman so i believe you are doing the right thing. i feel really bad coz of what he did to you. just remember im always here for you.love you girl! and yes, i always remember what you said to me before, kaya kung ano ako ngayon, its coz of you also. thanks for everything...magpaganda na lang tayo lagi, though hindi mo na kailangan dahil maganda ka na...mwah!
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